Bunnie Xo doesn’t want her painful divorce from Jelly Roll to be a “permanent headline.”
The influencer addressed taking down her revealing “Dumb Blonde” podcast episode all about her divorce from the singer that she released last month, explaining that while she wants to be open with fans, it’s “backfired” on her.
“I do always feel like I owe you guys the truth of things even when, to me, they’re obvious, but for some reason people always want to try to make things like a negative thing,” she said on her latest podcast episode that dropped Friday.
“I took it down because I realized I just don’t want one of the hardest moments of my life to become a permanent headline,” she continued. “I don’t want to live in that.”
The former OnlyFans creator explained she didn’t want her divorce to be her entire personality. She revealed that she made $100K from the podcast episode, which was one of her highest-viewed episodes ever.
“But, I don’t care about the money,” she stressed. “If I cared about the money, I would have left it up and let it get another f–king 100 grand.”
Bunnie Xo said she deserved the space to heal and move forward. She shared that while people accused her of moving on too fast from her split, she had actually been “mourning the loss” of her marriage for at least a year.
“There is so much behind the scenes that I have not spoken on and that I will never speak on,” she insisted.
“I have been sitting in purgatory for two and a half months in my studio house,” she continued. “Literally, there was times where I was on the floor, screaming, crying, because I could not understand what the f–k was going on.”
She said she lost 20 pounds and was not eating or drinking, adding that there were moments when her friends had to get her IVs because she was so malnourished.
She said on her now-deleted podcast that Jelly Roll was already dating again, and she’s clearly moved on as well — she was spotted making out with 24-year-old “Calabasas Confidential” star Dylan Wolf at her ex’s bar in Nashville on the Fourth of July.
She told her podcast listeners Friday that Jelly Roll had “no issue at all” with her kissing the much younger reality star, noting, “he gets it.”
